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okay, I'll write this down as fast as I can. I just really wanna save the intense feeling of fear, excitement and anxiety I'm simultaneously feeling now. Why you ask? It's because tomorrow is going to be our thesis presentation and panel defense. I seriously don;t know what to feel actually this should have been finished a few days ago but then it was rescheduled due to a thirty minute brown-out.

I know Maybe you'll ask why is she scared when it was supposed to be a few days a go, surely she's done with all the stuff she needs. WRONG. do you know the feeling when you actually see a lot of things lacking when something is postponed? yes, that's what happened to me. I seriously don't know what I'm writing now and I'm pretty sure that I;ll be laughing at this when I read it in the future so.... To my future self (forever alone mode on), you'll probably read this I just want to tell you, good luck with your defense and hope you'll make it through today in one piece. And yeah, whatever happens, just think that everything happens for a reason and just do your best always. and lastly you may hope for the best but still expect the worst thing that could happen so as not to make yourself get super disappointed. and yah future self.... Wenkwenk.